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--Michelle xoxo
Mirrored from michellerowen.com/blog

O Come All Ye Fangful - 2nd Place

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As Close as a Christmas Wish


by
Cari Quinn


Christmas Eve meant two things to Katie Mills. Her annual viewing of “It’s a Wonderful Life” and lots of spiked eggnog. Although this year, the eggnog ranked higher on her list of priorities.

She tried not to sigh as the festively lit miniature cactus beside the TV caught her eye. White LEDs twinkled happily on the prickly limbs, her own ode to the hot Arizona night. Ordinarily she loved the holiday, and she had since childhood. But this year, her first without Steve, wasn’t the same.

Nothing would ever be the same again.

Her gaze drifted over the glowing ornament that topped her makeshift tree. A vampire with flowing blond hair and carved cheekbones probably wouldn’t be most people’s star of choice, but she wasn’t most people. And that ornament had been her last present from Steve, given to her shortly after he’d known he was dying. He’d bought it to cheer her up, while simultaneously teasing her about the rows of vampire novels lining her shelves.

You and your fantasies, Kate.

Her biggest fantasy had been that Steve would get well. But he hadn’t, and now a tiny grinning vampire was the last thing she had to remember him by.

A pang of loneliness struck her with the force of an anvil.

“God, I wish I wasn’t alone.”

The tinkle of bells shot her from her painful reveries to the present. She thought it was from the movie, but no, it had segued into a commercial. Before she could blink, an elfin woman with a light blue cast to her skin appeared beside her old La-Z-Boy. She wore a pointy pink hat with a clump of bells on the end and a necklace of icicles, except her ice didn’t melt.

“You wished,” she said simply, and cast an arm toward the cactus.

Katie stared stupidly as the vampire ornament shimmered and shook, rising up into a puff of smoke that soon morphed into a full blown man.

Here. In her living room. And he was wearing a cape to go with his fake fangs.

She breathed in and out, willing her heart not to explode through her chest. “Who are you?” She glanced back at the blue…elf beside her chair. Or maybe she was a smurf. Not that it mattered. Whatever or whoever she was, she was gone.

“Leilani’s work here is done, so she vacated.” With a sweep of his cape, the blond man dropped onto the chair opposite her. His eyes blazed a fiery forest green. “I’m glad you turned your Elf cross upside down to welcome her, or else I’d still be swinging on that damn tree.”

“Elf cross?” What the hell? “Uh, look, I’ve been drinking tonight, so—”

“Yeah, standard Christmas alone. I know how it works.” He draped one ankle over his opposite knee, flashing a bit of winter white leg. Good Lord, did men even come that pale in Tempe? “Drinking, sappy movies, tears and recriminations. Well, Kathleen, that’s over now. It’s just about time.”

He’d called her Kathleen. Only Steve had called her that.

She picked up her reindeer mug and gulped down her heavily rummed liquid courage.

“Time for what?” she croaked once she’d emptied the mug.

“You to live again. There is nothing as painful as a living death, Kathleen. Steve wants you to be happy.”

She choked from a mixture of eggnog—too much cinnamon—and raw pain. “I’m happy. I go to work. I see my friends. I even bowl!”

He arched one nearly white brow. “You are miserable. It’s time for that to change.”

A single tear tracked down her cheek and she swiped at it furiously. Now even her ducts had betrayed her. “You’re not real. You’re a damn Christmas ornament. I’m probably sleeping and when I wake up, I’ll be alone.”

Still. Always. Forever.

“You’ll never be alone again. I’ll be as close as a wish, as far as your heartbeat.”

The phrase, the same Steve had uttered before closing his eyes the last time, robbed her of breath. "Who are you? And why are you saying things only my husband could know?"

"Better question. What will your mind allow you to accept?" He rose and crossed over to her chair, then knelt at her side. The hand he placed on her knee was warm, not cold as she'd expected. "Leilani spoke to him. Steven. He's okay, Kathleen. He wanted her to give you his message, through me."

"Through you? You're a damn Christmas ornament. She's a Smurf." What the hell had been in that rum? "This isn't making any sense."

"Your mind is closed," he murmured, lifting his hand. He didn't aim for her cleavage as she'd first assumed, but instead laid his hand on her chest. "But your heart is open. He still loves you, Kathleen. And tonight of all nights, at midnight on Christmas, he wanted you to know you would never have to miss him again. He's here with you. In every rustle of the wind." Branches scraped against the glass as the breeze rose outside. "In every bell that chimes." And again, the sound that had accompanied Leilani. "You only need to look inside yourself to know."

Katie sucked in a breath as the vampire off her cactus leaned in to brush his surprisingly soft lips against hers. Her eyes closed automatically, and when she opened them a moment later, he was gone and the little girl in the movie was talking about angels getting their wings every time a bell rings.

She looked around her living room. The same well-worn furniture filled her vision, but the warmth spreading through her made everything look fresh and new. Including the vampire ornament adorning her cactus.

She would never be the same.

A smile lifted her lips as tears filled her eyes. Happy tears. She wouldn't question her Christmas miracle. Tonight she would just open her heart.

"Merry Christmas, Steve," she whispered.
Mirrored from michellerowen.com/blog

O Come All Ye Fangful - 3rd Place

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Waking Up with Dragons


by
Margaret Mater


Darkness was falling fast. Already, the pinks and golds of sunset were giving way to the blues and purples of the coming night, the shadows made thicker by the mountains and leaving the desert to grow cold without the warmth of the sun. As per usual, the sun must always surrender to the night.


Jenna Flores watched the coming night with a wistful heart. It had been two years, nearly three when she counted precisely, since she had moved away from her hometown with her husband. She missed her family and friends back home. More than that, she missed the companionship of her coven, especially on Yule. It was one of her favorite holidays, and celebrating as a solitary was not nearly as fulfilling.


Glancing towards her husband Robert, who leaned against a nearby boulder and was pitching rocks into the underbrush, she smiled slightly. He was a good companion, but he was far more in tune with the supernatural than she was. He was a good guardian, but she needed others to help her practice her craft, not just to advise her.


Heaving a sigh, she called, “You're going to make the animals angry.”


Robert looked at her and grinned. “No I won't. It's too cold for them to come above ground now.”


Jenna just shook her head as Robert turned to look up at the sky. “Any dragons hanging about tonight?” she asked.


Getting to his feet, Robert nodded, his eyes following a movement that she could not. “Yup. Seamus is hanging around right now. He's busy complaining that it's too cold.”


“Why is he here? He never hangs around for rituals, not even on the sabbats.”


Shrugging, Robert strode easily towards her, shoving his hands in his pockets. “He promised he'd be here tonight. Besides, he likes it when you do your rituals.”


“Because I'm so entertaining?”


Robert just grinned. “There is that.”


Glowering, Jenna said, “He's never going to let me forget about calling the wrong elements, is he?”


“Nope. He's actually laughing right now.”


A part of her was irritated. Not only was she a struggling practitioner, but the fact that Robert had conversations with invisible dragons that she could not, and had never been able to, see, drove her half-mad.


“Seamus, if I could see you right now, I would--”


“Honey? You know you don't want to taunt a dragon.”


The irritation boiled over. “It's not fair, you know! I've been practicing for four years now, and I'm nowhere near as open to all this as you are! You got stoned once, and bam! You talk to dragons and plants and can hop across different dimensions. Me? I don't hear a peep from the plants anymore, and certainly nothing from the gods.”


Robert approached his wife, and gently put his hands on her shoulders. “Jenna, it's okay,” he said comfortingly. “I know that you struggle sometimes, and whenever you don't practice constantly you have to regain the footing you had. It's okay that your mind isn't as open. It'll happen sometime. I know it will.”


Jenna watched him regretfully. “I don't know if it will, Robert. I mean, I try and try, but there are times when I think I'm just not meant for this.”


A smile touched his lips. “It's Yule, hon. I know you love this holiday. Don't you feel the energy around here? Everything's antsy for you to practice tonight. You know what you're doing. Let's celebrate here, and then we can go back home and feast. We got that great bottle of wine to look forward to.” He paused, searching her face. “You are meant for this, Jenna. You know you are. Your mind will open up when it's ready to. I promise.”


Sighing heavily, Jenna nodded, accepting the kiss that he placed on her forehead. “All right. Let's get this going before the coyotes come out.”


“That's my girl.”


As Robert moved back to his boulder, Jenna took another deep breath and closed her eyes. Emptying her mind, she let the calm of the desert fill her. No cars going by, no helicopters, no screaming people. Just her and the cacti and the small scurrying creatures seeking shelter from the night. A peace filled her as she paced her breathing, letting the energy of the earth creep up from her feet and slowly fill every cell of her being. At once she felt connected, in tune with Mother Earth and every living creature in the near area.


Smiling to herself, Jenna took another breath and slowly walked her circle, chanting more to herself than out loud as she drew the protective circle. With each footstep she felt the energy rise, creating a safe bubble around her from the energy of the earth. Something like static electricity rushed through her as the circle was completed, and it felt as if a door was smashed open in her mind.


Half-falling over, Jenna staggered as white light filled her mind. There was timelessness and connectedness and a rush of life. More than that, she could feel the essence of joy in everything around her. It felt like home, and made tears fill her eyes.


“Jenna? Are you all right?”


Fighting against the sob that rose in her chest, Jenna laughed. “Yeah. I think I just—I think I woke up.”


“Open your eyes.”


Slowly, Jenna looked up.


And found herself staring at a four-foot long scaled dragon's face from mere feet away.


“Merry Yule,” a booming voice echoed in her mind. “It's about damn time.”


“Gah!”

Mirrored from michellerowen.com/blog

O Come All Ye Fangful - Honorary Mention



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Walking in a Werewolf Wonderland


by
Diana Ksenycz


Maeve turned around just in time to swing her axe at the massive werewolf flying toward her in mid-air. The sharp blade sliced through the werewolf's neck, decapitating the ugly mutt on impact. Blood pooled around the corpse as the snow quickly turned from white to crimson.

“Guess they never taught you to look before you leap in werewolf school, huh?”

Damn werewolves. They always came out in hoards during this time of year. This was major hunting season for them. Who says Christmas was only for little boys and girls? Werewolves loved the holidays. What wasn’t to love? Carloads of humans driving on desolate, country roads on their way to visit family and friends. The wretched animals would play ‘wounded dog’ on the road luring the poor unsuspecting driver (and the rest of the carol singing passengers) into a feeding frenzy trap. Talk about ‘meals on wheels’. It's an old tactic. Been there, done that. You'd think they'd come up with a new routine.

Maeve counted. There were six of them. Outnumbered? Yes. Outdone? Hell no!

One of the dogs moved quickly and knocked her down before she was able to kick its hairy butt. She swiftly retrieved the dagger from her boot and plunged the silver blade into its neck. “Eat this, you flea infested fur ball.”

The fighting continued until the last over-sized mongrel was slaughtered. She was born for this. It was her destiny, just as it had been for all the women in her family. She came from a long line of werewolf slayers, born and raised to defend and protect humankind from the predators that stalked them. She was a hunter of hunters. A killer of killers. Yeah, she was a werewolf butt-kicking machine.

Trying to catch her breath, she lay on the cold forest floor. She was battered, bruised and damn tired. Propping herself up onto her elbows she scanned the wooded area. There was carnage everywhere.

As she began to pull herself up from the ground she stopped instantly as she caught sight of another werewolf. Oh yes, there was always that last one left.

It was wounded. Blood oozed from its left side and it growled as it stared at her. Her breath caught in her throat and she couldn’t move as fear struck deep in the pit of her stomach. Before she could do anything the werewolf jumped on her, pinning her back down. She couldn’t move. They were eye to eye. Nose to nose. Breath to breath.

Suddenly, it began to shift back to its human form.

Gone was the furry four-legged beast. Now there was a two-legged finely built, one hell of a gorgeous male on top of her -- a very naked male. Before she could react, he captured her mouth with his and kissed her. It was gentle yet passionate and completely electrifying. But now was not the time for a make out session with wolfman.

She pushed him away from her lips. “Get off me you animal!”

“Oh babe, I love it when you talk dirty.”

Maeve ignored Shawn's flirtatious banter. She was more concerned about his injury.

“Let me see that cut.” She twisted her head to look at the damaged flesh.

“It's just a scratch. I'm fine.”

“You growled. I know your growls, Shawn. That was an ‘it hurts like hell’ growl.”

He swept his fingers gently over the wound. “Yeah, it stings a little. But it’s fine.”

Damn, she could ring his neck for scaring her like that. She inspected the gash and was relieved to see that it wasn’t serious. He would heal in no time.

“See, I told you. Fine. Now bring those lips back here.”

Never in a million years did she think that she would end up with the very thing she hunted. But Shawn was one of the good guys. He came from a pack that lived peacefully within society and fought the war against those of his kind that preyed on humans. It was a bonus having a werewolf for a boyfriend and it definitely helped on the battlefield. He was her handsome, strong and fierce, secret weapon and she was crazy in love with him. They were crazy in love.

Maeve pointed a stern finger at him, “You are so lucky he didn’t claw you any deeper.”

“You're being such a girl.” He teased.

“I am a girl. Just go get dressed before you get --” her eyes scanned down to his lower extremities, “frostbite.”

“Baby, the only frosty thing biting me is you.” He leaned down and placed a quick kiss on her winter-chilled lips.

Maeve couldn’t help but grin at him. “There's a first aid kit and some clothes in a backpack behind that tree.” She playfully swatted his butt. “Move it.”

He gave her a sexy little smirk. “Yes ma'am.”

While he got dressed Maeve took out her cell phone and called the ‘cleanup crew’ to come and dispose of the bodies and sweep the area clean.

Shawn quickly emerged from behind the tree -- fully clothed.

Maeve looped her arm with his. “Come on. If we hurry we can still take Leonard to the mall.”

Shawn rubbed a hand down his face. “Maeve, you can’t be serious?”

“What? Pet pictures with Santa are the new thing. Everyone does it.”

“Yes, but don’t you think people will stare and be a bit….hesitant?”

Maeve glared at him. “Hey, a pet is a pet.”

“Babe, he's a four foot python!”

“He's only three feet and he's harmless!” She scowled.

Shawn threw up his hands in surrender. “Fine, we'll take him.”

Maeve smiled and kissed him on his cheek. “That's the Christmas spirit!”

“Uh-huh. But if he tries to make a meal out of some poor little poodle there will be no presents for him under the tree.”

Maeve scrunched up her nose at him. “Don’t be such a Scrooge.”

Shawn gave her a playful grin. “Bah, humbug.”
Mirrored from michellerowen.com/blog

O Come All Ye Fangful - Honorary Mention




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Don’t Kill the Messenger


by
Sarah Cody


Making my way down the sidewalk, breath puffing out in tiny gray wisps, I decided this was my "Bah, Humbug" year. I wanted to escape the holiday hoopla and spend my Christmas Eve curled under a blanket with a book and a steaming mug of hot chocolate.

Ready to start my quiet evening at home, I’d discovered there was no hot chocolate and briefly debated whether or not it was essential to my happiness. The chocolate won.

The 24-hour quick mart was willing to take my money any time of year, and with few people on the street this late, I’d be home before midnight. I had bumped into only one man hurrying in the opposite direction.

Looking back as he rounded a corner, he hadn't seen me and would’ve flattened me if his reflexes hadn’t been sharp. Fair and attractive in a Chaps-model kind of way, he’d been under-dressed for the weather, wearing only a sweater and jeans. We’d both been on our ways with muttered apologies.

The only sounds as I neared the Christmas tree lot at the corner of the park were those of my boots crunching snow and the rustling of my plastic bag. The soothing cadence of the walking white noise let my mind wander.

From within the evergreens ahead, another man stared at me, and I increased my pace. He shot forward as I passed to grab my arms. I dropped my bag as he tightened his grip and dragged me into the trees.

I saw stars as he slammed me against a temporary wall, placing one big hand around my neck to hold me. Pressing his face close to mine, he drew in a deep breath. Displaying a mouth filled with rows of tiny, sharp teeth, he grinned at me.

“You smell like angel,” he growled. “Where is the messenger?”

My brain shut down. This creature that looked like a calendar boy for shark-of-the-month just smelled me. I giggled hysterically. Sharp-tooth shook me again.

“Where is the messenger?”

“What messenger?” I didn’t think he’d believe me if I explained that I’d only come for a mug of hot chocolate.

He squeezed my throat, and self-preservation kicked in. Screaming, I tried to deliver a solid groin kick, but he saw it coming and threw me to the ground. I couldn’t breathe.

“You reek of Gabriel,” he said. “Tell me where he is, or you will die.”

“Not tonight.” From over Sharp-tooth’s shoulder, I watched as the man I bumped into earlier grabbed a holly bough and thrust it through my attacker. Hideous mouth opened wide, the creature evaporated in a cloud of sulfurous smoke.

“I heard you scream,” said the stranger, crouching to help me sit up. “We need to get off the street.”

“That thing wasn’t human.”

“Demon,” he said, looking grim. He took my arm and ushered me toward the sidewalk. “Do you live near here?”

I blinked hard, thinking I’d misheard. “Demon?”

“Yes.” He narrowed an intense tiger-eye gaze on me. “Do you live around here?”

I gave him my address. He began to hustle me along, scooping up my bag as we passed. When he handed it to me, I accepted it without protest.

“It said I smelled like angel—that it was looking for a messenger.” Alternately watching the man and my feet, I stumbled after him. “Are you the messenger? Are you Gabriel?”

He didn’t answer. As we passed under a street lamp, I felt myself go numb as I saw the strange shadow he cast on the ground. Within the pool of light, his shadow stretched high and rippled on either side of him like phantom wings. I stopped cold.

Messenger. Angel. Gabriel. “Oh, my God! You’re an angel!”

Slapping my hands over my mouth, I was mortified that I’d just said God in front of an angel. Looking green at my outburst, he eventually nodded.

“I am called Gabriel, and I am an angel.”

“Demons are real, and they can kill angels?” My world tilted.

“Unfortunately, yes,” he said, reaching out again to tug me onward. “I am a messenger, called Gabriel after my commander.

“As part of the Host, my essence is linked to others of my kind. The demons chasing me used a spell to bind me to earth in hopes of using me in a ritual to destroy my kind. My link to the others would have crippled them at my death.”

I remembered how distracted he had been earlier, not by cold, but by evil creatures hunting him. “What happens if demons destroy your kind?”

Gabriel’s handsome face hardened in dark shadows. “What always happens in war. Kill the messengers and cut the lines of communication. Things break down, and faith declines. Humans suffer.” He grimaced at the thought.

I could see my Victorian up ahead, looking serene and inviting. Who’d have thought I’d spend Christmas Eve caught between angels and demons?

Throwing a sideways glance at me, Gabriel spoke very softly. “I’m sorry you had to find out about our existence in such a terrifying way. I wouldn’t want to see you burdened by this. As soon as my binding spell breaks at midnight, and you are safely indoors, I will leave.”

“You made it,” I said, looking at my watch. “It’s past midnight.” Facing him, I asked, “They don’t win, right?”

“Tonight, we are safe.”

Not quite the reassurance I wanted.

“Do you get to fly away now?”

Gabriel smiled. “Go inside. Leave my getaway to me.”

There were many questions I wanted to ask, but I settled for one.

“Will I see you again?”

Glancing up at my window, his tiger eyes took on a mischievous glint as he spotted the flashing angel on top of my Christmas tree.

“Perhaps.”

I felt more than saw him leave in a rush of air. Turning to look, I saw a single opalescent feather drifting toward the ground.

Celebrating the holiday didn’t seem like such a bad idea after all.
Mirrored from michellerowen.com/blog

O Come All Ye Fangful - Winners!!

I'd like to thank everyone who entered my first short story contest. I was thrilled to receive thirty-four entries. So thrilled, in fact, that I dug right in and started reading them, which is why I'm announcing the winners a couple days earlier than I'd expected to!

I do encourage anyone who entered to share their stories on their own blogs or websites. And please post the link here in the comments so everyone can check out your marvelous prose! You all rock!!! I wish I had prizes for everyone. But, alas, I do not.

That said, I'm very pleased to announce the stories I've chosen as my winners and each will be featured here on my blog for all to read starting on Sunday, December 20th..........

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Michelle Rowen's 2009

O COME ALL YE FANGFUL

HOLIDAY SHORT STORY CONTEST
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First Place
THE CHRISTMAS SPIRIT by Gwen Hayes
(will post here on Dec. 24th)

Second Place
AS CLOSE AS A CHRISTMAS WISH by Cari Quinn
(will post on Dec. 23rd)

Third Place
WAKING UP WITH DRAGONS by Margaret Mater
(will post Dec. 22nd)



Honorable Mentions
WALKING IN A WEREWOLF WONDERLAND by Diana Ksenycz
(will post Dec. 21st)
&
DON'T KILL THE MESSENGER by Sarah Cody
(will post Dec. 20th)

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Again, thanks so much to everyone who entered!! And congrats to the winners!


--Michelle xoxo

Mirrored from michellerowen.com/blog

O COME ALL YE FANGFUL Short Story Contest

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Looking for something to do after Nanowrimo's done? Want to quit Nano and focus on something with real prizes? Well...here it is!!

It's become very important to me to give back to the fiction-writing community and encourage other writers. Therefore I think it would be BIG FUN to have a short story contest!

I know that a lot of people who read this blog, follow me on Twitter, or are my Facebook friends (as well as other social networks) are aspiring writers. Well, get yer hands on yer keyboards for my....

1st Annual O COME ALL YE FANGFUL* Short Story Contest


THE PRIZES

  • First Prize: $50** Amazon, Borders, or Barnes & Noble gift card

  • Second Prize: $30 Amazon, Borders, or Barnes & Noble gift card

  • Third Prize: $20 Amazon, Borders, or Barnes & Noble gift card


THE RULES & REGS

  • This contest is open to all writers, published or unpublished, anywhere in the world

  • Stories must be 1000 words or less in length

  • Only one story per entrant

  • Entry must be in English (the only language I'm fluent in, alas)

  • No fanfic, original stories only please

  • Stories must have a holiday theme -- Christmas, Hannukah, Kwanza, etc. -- make it festive! (even if it's just a smidge)

  • Stories must have a paranormal or fantasy element (ie: vampires or werewolves opening up their gifts on Christmas morning. Ugh, don't use that, but you get the idea)

  • All authors retain all rights to their work, but agree to allow me to post the top three stories on my blog for public viewing

  • Entering this contest does not include a critique of your writing, advice on how to get published, or a recommendation to my agent/publisher. (you'd be surprised by what I'm asked for sometimes)


THE DEADLINE

  • December 15, 2009 at Midnight EST, no exceptions

  • Copy and paste your story into the body of your email (no attachments please) or send me a link to where I can read it on your blog or website

  • Send the story or link to me at michellerowen@gmail.com with the subject line: "O COME ALL YE FANGFUL"

  • Entrants will be contacted by email to confirm receipt. If you don't hear back from me within 48 hours of sending, I didn't get it. Please send again!

  • Entries will be judged by yours truly, Michelle Rowen

  • Winners contacted by email on Sunday, December 20th to claim their prize

  • The top three stories will be posted here on my blog on December 22nd-24th (one per day starting with the third place winner) for all to enjoy


I look forward to reading your entries!

Happy writing!

Michelle


*thanks to Richelle Mead for suggesting the contest title
**Gift cards will be delivered by email and purchased in US dollars
Mirrored from michellerowen.com/blog

Writing diaries of yore

Back when I was an aspiring writer, I had a hard time actually...well, writing. I was a perfectionist with low self esteem (still am) and that mentality definitely gets in the way of getting first draft pages done when the weasels of doubt come a-callin'.

These are a few of my diary (not blog!!) entries from back then. This was just prior to my taking writing seriously and getting some real work done as I fiddled with my first book (as yet unpubbed). If you'd told Michelle from the year 2000 that she'd be writing four books a year nine years later, she probably would have laughed in your face. And then thrown up. In your face.

The point of this post is to say, even if you're feeling like I was below... it is possible. Just keep writing! The only real failure is giving up before you've even given yourself a real chance!



September 10, 2000

I actually didn't think I'd be able to manage it, but I did manage to not work on the book for even a solitary moment this whole weekend.

What an accomplishment! At this rate, I may never actually finish it. Wow. To be able to deny following through on a lifelong dream is really something and I should be very proud.

Or I should stop being a smart ass and figure out how to proceed as painlessly as possible.



October 9, 2000

Oprah said today to begin to see or make the changes in your life, you must first be honest with yourself about the nasty little lies that you think help, but are really hurting. Speaking as a woman constantly in denial, this may be something.

On writing

--It's a joke that you say you want to be a writer but you never write

--The muse is unlikely to appear anytime soon

--Writing is hard work that may not lead to financial freedom

--You may never get published



October 17, 2000

I've been doing some relatively deep thinking on the subject of my stagnant writing career. And these are the thoughts I've had:

1) I could be a great writer

but

2) Writing is hard work

3) One must actually "write" to be able to call themselves a "writer"

Just like with exercise, I am not going to wake up one morning and go: "Gee whiz, I feel like going for a 10km run." I will not (doubtful) wake up at 4:00am with the muse leading my fingers to the keyboard.

Persistent and Consistent

I have those words taped to my computer at work to remind me what success takes.

I guess I just don't believe in myself and my abilities enough. But I gotta get over that. Big time.



December 4, 2000

When can I write? When would be the most feasible time for me to get my ass in a chair for an hour (just a godamned hour!) a day.

Right now (11 pm) is bad because I'm tired and it's too easy to say -- I'll start tomorrow.

Probably the best time would be when I get home from work - after I've had dinner. Of course my mind now tells me that - hey - that's exercise time. Uh, yeah. And the week I exercise seven times will be a miracle. I exercise (if I'm lucky) 4x per week. That leaves me at the bare minimum...gee whiz...four hours more than I currently devote to writing.

This passion must be developed and nurtured. My talent is very shy and easily intimidated. But it is there - hiding in the shadows. Reach down far enough and it just might bite your hand off.
Mirrored from michellerowen.com/blog

Off and running

Nanowrimo 2009 has begun!! I can't believe it's been six years since I did my first one in 2003 and finished the first book I'd ever written THE END on. With this Nano I'm working on my 14th contracted novel. Craziness. This book is going to be fun. Stamped it, no erasies. I did nearly 4K on it yesterday so I'm off to a running start. Onward!!

Hot Spell is now available at audible.com. This is my first audio book ever and listening to the sample feels really bizarre but fantastic. This might be how actors feel about seeing themselves on the bigscreen. Well, a little. ;) Here's the link if you want to give a listen.

And I just got a very nice review for Demon Princess in Publishers Weekly!

Demon Princess: Reign or Shine Michelle Rowen. Walker, $16.99 (288p) ISBN 978-0-8027-8492-6; $9.99 paper ISBN 978-0-8027-9534-2
Paranormal romance author Rowen's (the Immortality Bites series) charming YA debut skillfully balances a lighthearted teen voice with emotional maturity, which bodes well for this new series. Sixteen-year-old Nikki Donovan is less than pleased when a mysterious young man named Michael shows up bearing a message from her absentee father, who she learns is a dying demon king. Additionally, Nikki is her father's heir. Upon her father's death, Nikki will assume control of the Shadowlands, where her father rules the border between the demon lands and the mortal world. “That sounded like more of a gatekeeper than a king,” Nikki thinks. “[T]he thought that my father wasn't a horrible, evil demon set my mind slightly at ease. Slightly.” When Nikki balks under the sudden responsibility, she is offered a choice between mortality and fulfilling the responsibilities of her demon heritage. But as Nikki's feelings for Michael grow and as she learns more about her growing powers and her demon family, her decision becomes more difficult. Though the villains can tend toward the cartoonish, Nikki's engaging voice and several intriguing secondary characters make this a winner. Ages 12–up.

I certainly can't complain about that! All in all, a very good start to the week, I'd say.

Okay... time to start writing..........
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THE DEMON IN ME cover!!!

Now that I have my cover, I can finally share more info about THE DEMON IN ME, the first book in my upcoming Living in Eden series. Before the cover art, it just doesn't quite feel like a real book yet.

Paranormal romance, humor, a sexy hero, a relatable heroine, magic, mayhem, mystery, danger, and lots of fun! I've written the first two books in this series and I absolutely adore the main characters, Darrak and Eden. I hope my readers do, too!!

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THE DEMON IN ME
May 2010 - Berkley Sensation

Hell hath no fury...


Fate has led Eden Riley to become a "psychic consultant" to the police, even though her abilities are unreliable at best. Those paranormal powers are about to get her into a jam she couldn't have predicted. After her hunky police detective partner guns down a serial killer in front of her, Eden realizes that she's quite literally no longer alone. A voice in her head introduces himself as Darrak. He's a demon. But not in a bad way!


...like a woman possessed.


Darrak lost his original body 300 years ago thanks to a witch's curse. This is the first time he's ever been able to speak directly to a host, plus there's a bonus. Eden's psychic energy helps him to take form during daylight hours. He wants to use this chance to find a way to break his curse -- finally. Otherwise, Eden's going to have to learn to live with this sexy demon...like it or not.


And she thinks she might like it.





A short excerpt from Chapter 2....

“You’re a demon,” she said it so quietly even she had trouble hearing it.

“Yes.”

“And you’ve possessed me.”

“If you put it that way it sounds a bit ominous, doesn’t it? I’d rather think of it as ‘sharing living space.’”

It was true. She’d seen it with her own eyes when the serial killer had been killed. The black smoke hadn’t just been smoke—it was the demon he’d claimed to be possessed with. The demon that was now inside of her.

For a moment she was positive she’d faint. The feeling passed, but the steadily growing fear that filled her remained.

“Get out of me,” she said softly.

“That does sound like an excellent plan, but you need to understand, this isn’t my choice. I haven’t been able to exist outside of my host since—”

“Get out right now!” Eden clutched the baseball bat so tightly she was sure she’d get splinters. She put every ounce of energy she could summon from the universe into those four words. She’d never felt so fierce or certain about anything in her entire twenty-nine years of life—and that included kicking her cheating jerk of a fiancé out six months ago. Although, it was still a close second.

She felt rather than heard the demon gasp inside of her—inside her head, her chest, her entire body. As if she’d been punched in the stomach she let out a wheezing breath and doubled over as the black smoke exited through her mouth in one dark, tasteless, odorless stream. She scrambled back from it until she hit the wall behind her and held the bat up as if that would be enough to protect her from Hell itself.

The smoke hung there like a small black rain cloud, unmoving, five feet in front of her, for a few more moments. Then something changed. She watched, stunned, as it began to take on a recognizable shape. The entire process took less than thirty seconds, but it was as if time itself had stopped. She couldn’t move, couldn’t breathe, couldn’t think. All she could do was watch—waiting for a large, red, hulking, horned Hell-beast to appear and devour her whole.

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